I think it's best if i don't.

That noise you can hear - is my world crumbling around me. My heart trying to jump out of my throat. And my stomach tying itself in knots.
"I think it's best if i don't," Those few words seemed harmless enough when they were written. Little did i know the havoc they would try to wreak on my then-perfect life.
I'm sorry. I can't. Don't hate me.
Dun dun dun... The plot thickens.
Heh.

I just spent what could be named one of the best weekends of the year, with my boyfriend and his family at caloundra. It was well enjoyable hey. Realized just how much i love him. And how much i depend on him. Which is an insane amount i might add. Was pretty gutted when we were talking about other girls that liked him. And the sheer possibility that he might get famous and have a bus load of chicks lining up to have sex with him made me want to vomit. Bleh. Even thinking about it now makes me feel ill.

Anyway, on a different note. My favourite song of the week: Have Faith In Me - A Day To Remember. Features moving lyrics such as this:

Have faith in me
Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
So cling to what you know and never let go
You should know things aren't always what they seem

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I've gone crazy
Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe
So we'll pretend it's alright and stay in for the night
What a world
I'll keep you safe here with me

They've got me on the outside, looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall

We look semi mingin'. But i love him. And Spider-man is in the background. So this is probably the coolest photo you've seen all day.