I hate everything about you,

Why do i love you?

I really wanna go see New Moon.
Mhmm mhmm.
Also, I wanna be a singer.
Yepp yepp yepp.
And, if its not too much to ask, can holidays be now instead of 2 days away.
Sounds good kids :D

Mostly, i have nothing insightful to write tonight. I just felt like writing. Well. No. I just like that "I hate everything about you, why do i love you?" part of that song and was like BAM i wanna write it somewhere.. But probs not on facebook. Cause everyone'll be like "whats this hizzhapps?" And not on myspace, cause its gayer than that gay kid i saw once.

I really really really like music. And lyrics. And the way they sound together. And how it makes me happy or sad or excited. I think that these holidays, i want to try really hard to learn how to play guitar. And sing good. And then be absolutely breathtakingly good at something so everyone goes "wow" cause that would make me one very happy little jar of mayonaise.

I'd also like to be good at photography or art or motocross or dancing or even just something cooler than nothing :) If anyone would like to assist in this process, your help would be greatly appreciated.

Cheers, Rhizzzahhhh :D

You would not believe your eyes,

If ten million fireflies,
Lit up the world as i fell asleep.
Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere.
You'd think me rude,
But i would just stand and stare.

So you may have noticed in my last few blogs, i haven't been so happy lately. Theres been a few things weighing on my mind and i've had a hard time pushing them to the bottom and appreciating the good things i've been blessed with.

Recently i was joined by a few good friends at Curtis' house for some drinks and some much needed chilling. Needless to say, i drank a bit too much. Luckily i had those few good friends to look after me. I'd like to thank Joel and James for picking me up when i fell down. And Curtis' dog Bronson Bear for keeping me company. But most of all, i'd like to thank Amy and Curtis. These two were there for me for the entire night. They helped me simply by being there, by being my legs when i couldn't walk, and by having a shoulder for me to cry on. I'm not usually one of those emotional drunks, but that night i was a bit of a mess. These guys helped me realise things that i should have been able to see with my own eyes. They stopped me from making some stupid mistakes. And i'd like to truely thank them for this. You guys are true friends. And although you sometimes encourage me to do stupid things, you're there when i need you and thats what really counts. Oh! Also, thankyou Joel for my amazing bowler hat. I'm quite in love with this item. So to Amy, Curtis, Joel and Bronson Bear, thankyou, my bestfriends.

Life this week has been a lot better, partially thanks to you guys. I've been a better girlfriend this week. And i aim to continue this behaviour.

Owl City - Fireflies
This songs pretty swell. Kyall agrees. And you know if your older brother thinks its good, it must be :)

Soonerz kids

Impure thoughts.

Yanno how sometimes you'll have a thought. Then wonder why you thought that. And realise you probably shouldn't have thought that. And sometimes hope you don't think that again?
Well i've been doing that a fair bit lately. Except i often skip the last step. Or i'll do the opposite, and hope that i will have a similar thought again.
Should i try to stop having these thoughts? My guess is - probably. But to be honest, they're so marvellously entertaining. And at the moment, life without these thoughts, would be unbearably dull.
For the time being, i'm not hurting anyone, so i think i'll let my thoughts wonder to where ever they feel comfortable.

I spent the past weekend at Rovers Park with some pretty cool kids.
We had some mad fun on the waterslide there.
Heres some snapshots. Enjoy.

This dam smelt awful.

Kyalls expression is priceless.The look of concentration on James' face is classic.