You don't seem to realise

I cant do this on my own.

So today was my last day of school for this term. Thank God. I cannot stress enough how much i am over school right now. So freakin happy to be rid of that place for a few weeks.
This post is pretty much going to be me whinging, so if you're not up for that. I suggest you move along. Haha.
Gah. Theres so much complaining i want to do right now. But my bestfriend wont even give me the time of day. Ever since this stupid boyfriend of hers. And honestly, i want her to be happy and im glad that she is. Cause shes been through some shit this past year or so and she deserves happiness. But fuckit. I was there when she was going through it all. And im still here when she needs a shoulder to cry on now. Why isnt she there for me? Its not like ive got any huge disasters going on but itd be kinda nice to have a friend to talk to when lifes being a shithead. I can deal with him being there while im talking to her if thats what they need. But ffs, can you just stop sucking face for long enough for me to spill my heart out. Shes all "we should talk more, we'll talk tomorrow" then the fuckin pair of em skip school to have sex all day. Makes me so spiggin mad. Honestly. One day. She cant even give me one day. What am i supposed to do? FML

Ahwell. Poor me. Sorry for the poorly written sook-fest.
Soonerz x